Sickness, etc...

Caught a cold two weeks ago, started coughing a week ago, thought i was getting better last weekend, but in so much pain now due to middle ear infections... throbbing stabbing pain from both ears, headache and general feeling of illness, makes me feel really lazy... just want to sleep all the time, don't want to go anywhere or do any work... 


I have some old unhealthy habits i need to get rid of... but sometimes it's so hard to resist even though I know it's not good for me.  Reminds me of how Christ has called us to change our old self and become a new creation in Him, following His commandments and live a new life, sometimes it is just so difficult to resist old habits that gave me simple/ temporary pleasures. 


Daily bread today-- God's unfailing love, Hosea 10:12 

Sow righteousness for yourselves, 

reap the fruit of unfailing love, 

and break up your unplowed ground; 

for it is time to seek the LORD

Time to listen to Christ, who cares for us like our loving Father, He does not want to bring us pain and death, He wants us to have joy and everlasting life! Praise Him for His unfailing love and mercy, there are still hope for me.  

Praying for this pain to go away before CCF end of year party! And, for staying committed to habit changes in order to guard my health.